Day 14 - Doubt to Hopefulness

I am so excited! My 12 year old niece and 13 year old nephew are arriving today to stay with us for 5 weeks or so. I am really looking forward to it but I have to tell you that the anticipation of their visit has kicked up a lot of financial concerns for me this past week!

My unconscious mind immediately goes to worry about how we're going to afford everything they want to do and that everything will all of a sudden double the cost, etc. These thoughts are
obviously limiting and not in alignment with the experiences I want us to have so here is some of the rambling I did to help myself come more into alignment with how I want to feel.

The situation - I am worried about affording the cost of my niece and nephew who are coming to stay with us for 5 weeks. I want to be able to do all kinds of fun stuff with them... take them to Disneyland, the zoo, surfing, wake boarding, etc not to mention some lunches and dinners out but I am worried about the expensive ticket prices, fuel & parking costs of the excursions and doubling the cost of groceries, etc.

What do I want? I want to connect with my niece and nephew and have lots of fun with them. I want to go on lots of fun adventures and not worry about the cost. I want to feel abundant and free to do whatever our hearts desire :)

My effort to soothe myself...

Well at least the beach is free to go to. We could do that everyday and they would probably be happy. We don't have to dine out very much. We could have fun dinner parties at home. There are some free things to do in San Diego. My friend Gail told me about free Tuesdays at the museums in Balboa park... and my friend Ron gave me 4 free passes for the fair. The universe does work in mysterious ways. Maybe we could get other tickets for free too. Maybe we will win some free dinners. Maybe some enexpected money will show up from somewhere.

I'm pretty good at finding deals on the internet. I'm actually quite lucky. As I stay in alignment and feeling good, my inner being will guide me to the right place at the right time to get the best deals. I always find a way to pay for the things that I really want to do. Maybe I can make a game of setting intentions each day with them. We can brainstorm the things we want to do and how fun they will be and see what we can manifest every day.

This will be fun... I will enjoy showing Jonathan and Jessica how the law of attraction works, how the possibilities are endless when you focus on the things that you want while feeling good and not offering any contradictory thoughts.

I'm really looking forward to seeing them. I can't wait to see their smiling faces and see how much they've grown over the last 6 months. We're going to have a lot of fun together.