This morning I woke up feeling a little panicked for no good reason. I have missed a few meditations this past week with my schedule being thrown off having visitors and I can definitely feel the effects of it. I found myself thinking thoughts like I am behind with my work and I feel bloated and unhealthy and how am I going to accomplish all of my tasks with the kids here for the next month… etc etc etc.
I have heard it many many times lately that in order to allow more energy to flow through you, you need to make peace with where you are. Those thoughts that were swimming around in my mind this morning are some old stories that are not serving me… so I am going to ramble generally with the intention of soothing my angst and making peace with where I am.
I am where I am… and it’s not really a bad place. In fact, if I think logically, I am in a very good place. I have everything I need at my finger tips… I live in a beautiful home, I have a beautiful family who loves me, a wonderful husband, lots of really amazing friends. I have the option of working from home and living by my own schedule and am working on creating my dream business. I have access to all of the technology that I could ask for and understand how to use it mostly… I also have access to some of the smartest people around both philosophically and economically and I know that I don’t need anyone else to get the answer to any questions I have… I have access to infinite intelligence any time I want it… all I have to do is calm myself down, jump into the vortex and listen for the answer.
I’m feeling better already. There’s no reason to panic over anything… I have all the time there is to get everything I need done. I just need to tell a new story… so here it is around my schedule for the next month. I am spending the majority of my days in vibrational alignment with the things that I want… it’s getting easier and easier to feel good on purpose. I love having my niece and nephew here. They are the sweetest kids and I am learning a lot from spending time with them. They are so loving and ready to laugh and any given moment… they are quick witted and so appreciative of the time we spend together. They get along famously with one another for being brother and sister and they’ve found ways to occupy themselves each day. They’ve met some friends in the neighborhood and spend lots of time outdoors on their bikes, skateboards and hanging at the beach.
They are so helpful around the house and are happy with whatever activities we do together in the evening. Disneyland is our favorite destination and we got multiple day park hopper passes for a fantastic deal! I am loving my increased creativity showing up in my writing and work projects. My meditations are wonderful and I am completing everything I want so efficiently and am really enjoying the flow of it all. I’m finding money in unexpected places and from unexpected sources… enough to do all of the fun activities we want. Life is really really good and getting more playful all of the time.
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What a great reminder Joanna. I too sometimes wake up with nagging thoughts of fear and doubt, casting a cloud over the beautiful life that I have - right now! With a full day ahead I decided to take it slow, knowing that I will get it all done. The days are longer than we think! So I made my cup of java and went out into the garden before the sun was too hot. Fluffed and puffed, watered (yes it is my day) planted a blue agave in my new pot (found at the thrift store yesterday - another story!). The birds are chirping, a reminder of how to A quick sweep of the stoop - a great practice of clearing and allowing things to come on in! And now it is 8:00 am, off the shower and get more things done in loving alignment.
ReplyDeleteIntresitng one, I'm still getting my head round this one. I do appreciate much about my life. I appreciate my escrow that I have intended, although there's still an aspect of "where's my stuff" There are times (many) when I feel it and know that its there and coming. Any tips on maintaining that vibration (thats my work!).
ReplyDeleteLove and appreciation. Jake